i've finished college, for good. i had a pretty rough year and i should have been staying on for another year but i was really fed up with it and i have enough ucas points to apply to uni if i want. in the mean time i've been looking for jobs with horses, and i got this week's trial at saintwestwell stud in wales, and we drove down there on the monday, but by the end of the first day i hated it, and and i left on wednesday, because i was made to feel uncomfortable by the other staff there and the cottage that would have been my full time home was unclean, and it was about 8 miles either way to the nearest village, so it was really alienating,